It seems like everything is running out!!! My god! I got so many commitments now I feel a little tired... I'm so sad... I can't get a job... Running out of cash, running out of contacts, running out of love... I have so many things to consider... Sometimes I hope I can don't worry about anything else and just do the things I want and I like... I am so tired.. I need a shoulder to lean on... Apparently I seem to be leaning on anyone who sits beside me! Haha! Becoming a natural Instinct... Psst... Also has been busy planning for something...
Oh my god! I tell You all! MY fren, Mark! He is super duper sweet to my fren, Eliza! Awww...They like never quarrel at all... So envious! Eliza went for hiking (if i am not wrong), his nick is actually "I pray, lord jesus will bring her back to me safely. She is my life." Woah! Eliza! He is a gem man! Hugs tight*
Talking about that, I was talking to ShuJun, she was so touched as Jason waited for her to go back before sleeping...So caring! God! Meanwhile I was bitching with ShuJun and Hui Xin about our boyfriends *fumming* Haha! But yes she is right... whatever we did for them we did it on our own will, they also nvr ask us to do, so we also can't appect them to ___appreciate or ___do the same to us... Life is sooo unfair! Haha.
Went to Zhen's hse to stay on Monday! Woo hoo! Super fun man! We chatted our hearts out, play piano, bitched, dyed hair, play with bebe, sleep... Psst! I have a secret of yours Zhen! *black mail* On tues morning she even... HAHA! Anyways, its good to have someone to talk to after so many tiring days, crying... and I can't believe exams has ended for a week only... The pain! Aww!
Nick don't be so troubled k! And you better prepare your PROPOSAL and ask for APPROVAL!
I need a job... I need cash... I need... more than words...
aint hotter than this!, 9/04/2008 07:41:00 pm