Oh god help! Recently I'm not in the mood to study and I cant sleep for some reason!!! I'm tired, moody yet excited! New year is nearing! BUT my work undone, exams unprepared!!! Tmr family holding a party !!! Giving mummy a surprise. Well hope its a nice one! Off to bed! Can't take it! nite!!!

aint hotter than this!, 12/28/2007 11:48:00 pm

I'm in a hopelesss situation! I feel so stressed up!!! Look! Before my new year's resolutions! I look at my calendar. Man this is killing me!

IDEAs - CA3 presentation
IPRA- CA2 report, Exams
NW- CA3 report
DVPA - CA3 short film
IVP - Individual test
FUNE- CA2 test and Exams
WP- CA2 test, CA3 proj
GEMs- Report

Why are you doing this to me ! I want to enjoy my New year! Ahhh!
On a happier note, LOOK guys next yr's calender! I think its pretty ok as there is an addtional week of hols! haha!
Peace out~

aint hotter than this!, 12/27/2007 03:36:00 pm

Was watching drama series then a character got me thinking about what kind of guy should we actually get? Faithful husband and loving father? Or a glib talker and a casanova? Many will choose the former. Me? Not sure? Haha! Why do I say so? Faithful husband and loving father - who doesnt want. Not that they will be boring but they will be so much more attrractive than the latter! So many women will be after him - the Mr good guy. Whereas a casanova - hmm. Might like to attract women but most will not go for someone like him. He might eventually go right back to his only woman! - Strange analogy I know. Haha!

Mery Christmas to all!
Happy Boxing day!
May god bless all!

aint hotter than this!, 12/26/2007 07:46:00 pm

Its Christmas season again!!! Party time! Man! I love Christmas! Christmas is the time I will forgive everyone and will be willing to seee anyone! So dont be lonely this Christmas if you are my friend! This year I regret for not planning to get crazy in town! If not I will ask everyone to meet me to party! Next yr alright! I will still be in town! Just call me alright if you are nearby! Private parties after 12! That is Christmas! MErry mErry Christmas Guys!

Believe in Santa! Grace the lord! Love everyone! Forgive on Christmas!!! Friends and Loved ones! - I love you! Friends overseas! man ! Take care and I love you too! You are missed!

aint hotter than this!, 12/24/2007 11:48:00 am

Love is blind! Yes it is! I used to think it is crap but i guess its not! I read it from a website! Haha! I had an interesting conversation with my second bro last night about how we see relationships. To my utmost surprise he choose not to get married and even if he were to marry someone he choose not to stay with her. He said that it makes each other misses one another more! HAHA! CRAP! Well maybe I'm living in a world of my own and having a fairy tale dream. Whatever! But i still like it! Charming prince! - WHERE ARE YOU! " Santa would you bring the one I really need!" HAHAH! Christmas is nearing! Plan Plan Plan! I hope I'll have a memorable Christmas this year!

I miss you! HAHA. Just like what my brother said " Well, people change!"
The day I thought I'll never get through! I got over you!
Move on!

aint hotter than this!, 12/22/2007 09:41:00 pm

Man! Finally it is over! Luckily everything went on smoothly! The decoration game was classic. DEREK was cute when he POUT! hahaha! SO girly! But funny to see our VP, Log head and Nyaa head dressed up like that! haha! Well the decoration part was fine though its abit rush and there're lots to do. I was anticipating for the second game!!! I expect Santa baby to be some sexy dance follow by a funny remix. BUt... HAHA it is still funny but a bit out of pt uh! hahaha! nxt time shld think of smth different! Surprisingly! Snowman grp won! They are creative i must admit but a bit sick uh! Gay love, blow job, bastard children, frozen sperms?? WTH?! HAHA! But it was interesting! Then it comes the gift exchanging game! I guess everyone was equally excited! I was alrdy drained thinking abt the filming that I have to do tdy. But I felt a little lighter after the party and a day of filming.

Things are a bit clearer now. I'm sorry. I realised its not solely your fault. And of course I am shocked by another issue. Well life is full of surprises right? My life is a good example. Unplanned surprises.
Got to go and prepare for FILMING!
God bless!

aint hotter than this!, 12/18/2007 12:03:00 pm

Are you happy now? Feel a sense of satisfaction? Thats not you anymore. I don't know you.

Hate it but cant help it. It's stuck in my mind, sick in my stomach. I try so hard to excel in everything but my life is in such a mess. I cannot believe this. Things are ugly now. It is an ugly scar. I will be choke up with work for the next few days. I hope I will forget everything after days of work.

Hold my tears. Put up a mask. Do work.

aint hotter than this!, 12/15/2007 11:55:00 am

Murphy has proven his law yesterday. Everything that can go wrong will go wrong. We took a lot of pain setting up, waiting for the nightfall. Finally filming! The crew and actresses were excited. We had lots of take for the same action, luckily no one complained! The director, crew had problems finding the right angle and the actresses had problems having the right expression. However we got everything in place at last. It was 2am, we decided to look through the works before calling off a day. This was when we realized an important part is erased!!! Zzz. Next, one of the lights fell. Everyone become moody and despaired. Heartache. Sign. We decided to cab home because I feel super uncomfortable, sticky and sleepy. However, credit to all of us! Good job! It’s not the end! Cheers! Love you peeps! God bless!

You want it this way.

aint hotter than this!, 12/09/2007 06:46:00 pm

TodayAudre,Shu May , FELICIA and I went to IKEA! We had a fun time! Preparing for gifts and all. It was fun! We ate at the cafe. MAN !!! We ate so much! HAHA! FILLING! It feels so good. Feels like four tai-tai! ahaha! We can just talk to each other non-stop!!! HAHA! I met Mr Hafiz and chatted with him for awhile. Well i hope AVmedia will be ok with him ard. Miss Av! haha!

Chatted with audre on our way back. Realised lots of things, nothing but disappointment. Looks like it ended just like that. Life moves on! Its not as sunny for me now but its not so cloudy too. Its just like that. I can move on! No problems! Projects, assignments, ambitions, goals... Who do i want to be exactly? Pressure from everywhere is driving me nuts!!! I've plans for 2008. All I want is to do well for my exams, this sem has been quite bad for me. Buck up girl!!!

Love you all ! Bless you! Thank you. Maker.

aint hotter than this!, 12/06/2007 12:26:00 am

Dancing is so coool! I've spent my saturday watching dance videos trying to learn some dance steps. If only i can go to boston university i would want to join dance and pick up from them. I wished i can dance for nobody businesses!!! argh! Well enchanted is fantastic! I love the ending.

I wont explain anything,even its not true. You've gotten your revenge.

aint hotter than this!, 12/01/2007 11:40:00 pm