Its all over again. Rehabilitation Day 2.
Chris came back on Friday! These two days are practically too short. I barely feel him for 2 hours!!! It felt like a dream... I was smack right back to reality only when he is about to go back again... This week will be worse... I want to go back to the past. When I can see him whenever I want to, pour my sorrows to him and tell him all the happenings whenever I want to... I miss the past... I miss his hair, the past Christopher, the things that we used to do and the things we can do... He don't belong to me anymore. He belongs to the country now.But we can only look forward! Other than missing him is missing him more. Its so hard but I will try to keep it going. I will "borrow" him to the country for 2 years. Hopefully the interest and "returns" will be good...
aint hotter than this!, 7/28/2008 10:46:00 pm